went attachment at liang court.

was so damn boring lor.

no sales.

unlike marina.

perhaps im used to high volume store le ba.

den work at low volume store.

i will go crazy lor.

haha.

i can say im lucky to have him.

if not im afraid i will make another mistake again.

no matter wat happen ard me.

no matter i do.

no matter wat it is.

dear i love you one and only.

i promise.

(:

the party night is over.

did not went clubbing.

instead we bought 2 chivas and drank it at the chalet.

there's me.

haffis.

dennis.

fiza.

and dila.

we all really drink till forget the world.

unique experience.

i like it.

(:

i was unable to slp for the whole night.

so the next morning was so damn tired.

i really not feel like doing the crew outing.

go home and slp.

but still.

i forced myself to do it.

conducted the games.

ok lah they seems enjoyed it.

but i think is not as good as the previous one.

watever it is.

its finally over le.

and once again.

i lose my voice.

the worst thing of all is.

i have to work aft the outing.

im alr tired aft one sleepless night.

alr no voice aft conducted the outing.

still have to work.

its like so f*** lor.

hais.

but wat to do.

i was so fraustrated tat aft the outing ppl just wana go home like tat.

without helping.

argh~!!

i just feel tat im left out behind.

=(

another thing tat made me really boil is..

faizal mc.

f*** off lah him.

i really feel its so damn unfair~!!!

ARGH~!!!

wat to do.

this is life...

hais..

my shift is just so unsuccessful.

n i felt so unwell just now.

my head is so heavy.

argh~

i hate tat kind of feeling.

=(

its just so unfair!!

sad and sorry to say..

i just feel so unsecure

its a brand new day~!!

putting on big smile and off to work.

=D

2more days to the party tat everyone is waiting for...

thank god.

i think im fortunate.

(:

god..

may i ask u wat have i done wrong?

just came back from shopping for crew outing gifts with haffis and fadz.

i had wrapped them too.

yup 1 more thing had done.

(:

my god~!!

gapbuster results out.

ytd dinner.

lucky 100%.

of not james sure blame me de.

although not my shift.

but he actually wanted me to stay till 8pm.

but i 6plus go off le.

he nv inform me to stay till 8pm before hand.

so i go off aft i finish my task lah.

den he called me at 1852 asking me i go off liao ar.

den i told him i go off liao lah.

he still can tell me he tot tat i'll stay till 8pm.

duh..

i oso dunno.

den gapbuster came at 1856.

thank god 100%.

thank faizal fiza and zainab done a good job.

if not for sure i get it from him de.

but he oso dunno i not feeling well.

i went off and see doctor.

hais.

wat to do.

nvm lah.

as long as gapbuster result 100% can le.

(:

my 3 off days gone liao.

coz eric have to go espresso class.

and im going to liang court for attachment.

haa.

early in the month i told james i wana go.

but he planned eric to go instead.

and now my wish granted.

im going!

lols.

i somehow likes to go attachment.

coz like fun like tat.

haha.

crazy lah me.

i had been to many stores.

plaza sing.

centre point.

north bridge road.

junction 8.

and now liang court.

hee.

=p

the feeling of not feeling well real sux lor.

feel so tired the whole day.

hais..

=(

shopping is really real fun and great.

thanks jie for acc me shopping.

=D

finally got my heels.

ya for the wedding dinner i suppose to attend.

and oso got myself 1 shorts and a top.

and 3more tops on the way!

hee.

havent been shopping like this for a long time liao.

(:

myself..

im not very fine.

my coughing these few days is driving me crazy.

hais..

next week crew outing and clubbing.

really looking forward for it.

im the one who organise it once again.

but james dont wana me organise it coz i organised the one in may.

haffis dont wana me to organise it coz its not fair for me.

but as time draw near to the outing date.

seems like no one is taking any action.

so i start the ball rolling by booking the chalet and the transport.

and again haffis asked me is it alright for me to do all these.

i told him i dont mind de lah.

if wait for them to do.

i dunno wat will the outing becomes.

den next the games.

planned to be fadz in charge.

ohh my..

i better take over tat big task before the whole outing crops up.

coz to me wat i think the crews expect the most from a outing is the fun and entertainment so of coz is the games.

so since im experience in organising games all sorts of these.

i think i better do it.

i really dont mind whether is it fair or not.

i dont mind whether i did it before or not.

as long as everyone enjoys it im happy le.

(:

but of coz there's a level of stress too.

afraid tat they dont enjoy the games i planned for them.

hopefully not!

=p

work has been smooth all these days.

but today.

i had a 'big fall'.

well is it bcoz wat i had done ytd?

crews recently are really getting out of hands.

im just doing my job.
wat i supposed to do.

gave them the right punishment.

den wat i got back today?

scolded by customers.

i really break down.

im lost.

i dunno wat to do.

thank god haffis is there.

thanks.

but sorry that u got scoldings too.

even got scoldings from james too.

felt bad.

hais.

i try my best to think it positively.

i treat that as a lesson for me to learn.

(:

i cant rmb when is the last time i cried coz of work.

but its the first time aft 14mths me at marina.

i dont want to get transferred out.

I DONT WANT~!!

so wat heeren is opening another one?

crew outing is on 24nov.

hope is another fun and successful one.

(:

and 23nov is our clubbing night again.

looking forward!!

=DD

life is really not easy.

family.

bf.

friends.

work.

EVERYTHING!!

sometimes i really tired of living... ...